As an exotic dancer I love to entertain and put on a show but there’s only a hand full of us.. most are whores with pimps or are selling pussy! this is why laws in strip clubs are changing.. True enough I wrk at predominantly white clubs that is because all the black clubs are becoming whore houses! Its sad every time I go out of town I can never say im from Memphis because the Memphis girls are known for corrupting clubs by selling pussy all day smh.. its sad and it hurts my heart to know that some women degrade themselves that way.. being an exotic dancer is about selling a fantasy… reason for my stage name being fantasy that the only thing im selling yu.

I love these photos I took them Christmas night… I was actaully laying down thinking about some that made me smile =) 

Music and love are alike in so many ways… they both brings out emotions =)

Take a look at the pic above what is it saying to you.. that I’m happy??.. being a glamours chick applying lip gloss?? Well let me say some make up is not only used physically but mentally as well.. its paints on my smile. But whats behind that painted smile?? I laugh allot! Everyone know me from laughing and smiling constantly lol! but truth is sometimes i do it to had the pain. don’t get me wrong now my life is great i have a very close and wonderful family! I’m blessed, I’m spoiled, privileged etc.. With so much love in the air what could be the problem ppl ask??… My mane problem is letting go! In November my life changed tremendously. My 27 yr old cousin a mother of 3 was in a car wreck shes still in a coma till this day. then one of my best friends also was in car wreck she was in a coma also but passed away shortly afterwards only 21…. I’m not use to loosing young ppl. i lost my grandma, grand dad and uncle but to old age, that is understandable i prepared myself but i still shed tears when i think of them.. I now take life differently.. life is what you make it an I’m here to make my life fulll of happiness.. i got all the negativity and hatred out my life. Those ppl are below me. I help others in time of need, i donate, i give back i have a huge heart full of gracefulness that I’m willing to pass it down to the none believers! By that happening in November i realized you never know when is your time to go! that is why i always smile and compliment because wen you smile at someone they smile back and pass it on and it keep passing and passing to whomever needed a smile or compliment that day got one. by complimenting someone and telling them to have a blessed day you could have made their mood better now they can pass it on! lets get all this negativity out this world! it don’t matter who has less and who has more be blessed with what you do have.. cause when you’re gone all the material things will still be on this earth…. remember that and have a #BlessedDay =]